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[Jan. 4th, 2010|08:41 pm] |
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Name: amanda Single or taken: not single.. but taken sounds rude. Sex: female Birthday: 7/29/89 Sign: leo Siblings: 1 Hair color: idk brown? Eye color: green Height: 5'5"
• × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × • You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yesyesyes How many exes do you have?: too many What is your longest relationship?: 6 months What was your shortest relationship?: 4 months
• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × • Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes?: target sometimes, american eagle, ny & company Any tattoos or piercings?: ears & nose.. no tattoos Favorite designer?: i have no idea. What is your sexiest outfit?: this is dumb! What is your most comfortable outfit?: sweatpants & a t-shirt.. aka my daily wardrobe What do you usually wear?: see above!
• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • Do you do drugs?: recreational and prescription haha What kind of shampoo do you use?: whatever is in the shower but i prefer herbal essences long term relationshippppp What are you most scared of?: being murdered hahaha What are you listening to right now: tv... a commercal on E Who is the last person that called you?: scott Where do you want to get married?: i haven't really thought about it.. but i guess probably a church even though i don't go to them How many buddies are online right now?: i have no idea. What would you change about yourself?: a lot of things
× • F A V O R I T E S • × • Colors: very particular shades of green haha, light yellow, purple, teal Foods: chicken Girls names: emily, madison, chloe, molly Boys names: aiden, noah, liam, connor Subjects in school: english, art, NOT math! Animals: giraffes. and dogs.
• × • C U R R E N T • × • Clothes: winterguard sweatpants & meal or no meal t-shirt Music: none Annoyance: being so cold. Smell: idk, dinner i guess Cd in player: michael jackson DVD in player: i don't think there is one
• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × • You touched: myself prob Hugged: kids at work haha You IMed: scott You yelled at: dad You kissed: scott :)
• × • A R E | Y O U • × • Understanding: i try haha Open-minded: yes Arrogant: no? Insecure: yes Random: everyone can be sometimes Hungry: nope Smart: THE SMARTEST! Moody: yeah Hard Working: yes Organized: trying Healthy: no haha Shy: not really Difficult: not in my opinion but probably everyone else's Attractive: idk Bored easily: yep Obsessed: with? Angry: no Sad: not really Happy: NO since i have to get my wisdom teeth out! Hyper: NOPE. Trusting: too much.
• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × • Kill?: no one Slap?: no one Get really wasted with?: scott and my friends? Get high with: whoever? hahaa Talk to offline: scott. Talk to online: scott. Sex it up with: scott!
• × • R A N D O M • × • In the morning I: lay in bed for too long. All you need is: me. Love is: cool I dream about: fun things Sexual preference: i appreciate the male sex What do you notice first in the sex you're into: hair
• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × • Coke or Pepsi: coke Flowers or candy: flowers. Tall or short: idk.. taller than me if it's a boy we're talking about?
• × • W H O • × • Makes you smile: scott :) Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: um weird
• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × • Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: i guess occasionally Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: very rarely Wish you were younger: no Cry because someone said something to you?: yes.
• × • N U M B E R • × • Of times I have had my heart broken: eh. Of hearts I have broken: who cares Of boys/girls kissed: idk Of CD's I own: idk! Of scars on my body: like.. 3 Of things that I regret: pfffffffffffffffffffffttttttttt as if there was a number large enough.
• × • Y O U R | T H O U G H T S • × • I know: everything. I want: my life to sort itself out. I have: several things? I wish: i didn't have to get my wisdom teeth out :( I hate: GETTING MY WISDOM TEETH OUT I fear: wisdom teeth :( I hear: holly's world on E I search: ...idk I wonder: nothing. |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2010|11:58 pm] |
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1. PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? on my arm.. raced a kid for a chair in 2nd grade and cut it on the broken bottom of a chair that was upside down on the desk.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? pictures mostly in this room, posters at school.
3. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? idk whatever i feel like
4. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? 12:54AM or something like that
5. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? warmth? & scott to come back. and paranormal activity commercials to CEASE AND DESIST.
6. WHAT DO YOU MISS AT TIMES? scott, most of my friends that i don't see/speak to as often, alex
7. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION? not sure. my necklace, a ring from my mom, idk. other stuff that would probably appear meaningless to anyone else. 8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL? laundry detergent, boys, clean cotton everything
9. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? not technically
10. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW? i guess that would be the end. it would leave a lot of things unfinished i suppose.
11. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? scott.
12. What is your favorite cologne/perfume? the ralph lauren perfume in the blue bottle.. i think it's just called ralph?
13. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? long-ish. probably darker colored?
14. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT? friendly's? sadly (?) enough
15. DO YOU LIKE PORN? i wouldn't say that i like it, but it's interesting sometimes i guess
16. WHAT ARE YOUR FIVE FAVORITE MOVIES? garden state.
17. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF GOING FOR YOUR HONEYMOON? europe..somewhere.
18. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD? my dad.
19. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE? i know some words in french. i'm pretty sure that counts.
20. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX ? not sure i remember
21. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE SINGER(s)? really?
22. FAVORITE BAND(s)? uh
23. WHAT KIND OF BOOKS DO YOU LIKE TO READ? excellent ones.
24. FAVORITE DESSERT:? i don't really know. cheesecake?
25. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR COFFEE? hot and with flavored creamer, or cold with milk & sugar
26. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PHRASE ? dumb question.
27. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? i don't think it's possible to help it without lying to yourself.
28. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU? it depends on the person
29. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: 9
30. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES? doesn't matter.
31. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN? scott.
32. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? having no or little money because it makes me feel insecure haha
33. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? when i was little until a woman threatened to call the police
34. WHO IS YOUR CURRENT CRUSH? scott!
35. WHAT IS YOUR WORST FEAR? deep, open water. so creepy.
36. SAY SOMETHING TO SOMEONE YOU HAVEN'T SEEN/TALKED TO IN AWHILE: hey there
37. HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND NOT MEANT IT? no, i don't think so. and if i did, it wasn't said seriously.
38. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS SURVEY? drinking tea.
39. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE? breast implants.
i'm uncomfortable with the fact that there is no #40. :( |
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| this whole entry is dedicated to alex |
[Sep. 25th, 2007|12:20 pm] |
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| | dirty | ] | i'm bored. alex, i can't comment on your journal and i am very sad about that! i don't know where the thing to click is. i cry about it often. oh, and come over during winter break. it will be awesome. maybe people will still be left in syracuse and i can take you up there to see amy. either way, you should probably come here. thank you and goodbye! |
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| long island & birthdayyyy: |
[Jul. 30th, 2007|12:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | quixotic | ] | ahhhhhhhhhhh
thursday: took a bus to port authority in the city, walked a couple blocks to penn station and got on the long island rail road to bellmore. carrying our luggage around all day suckeddddd. but then we got to my grandpa's/aunt & uncle's, and a little while after i went to play pool and go to applebee's with alex and his friends dan, amy, brandon, sully, tara, & rob. dan creeped me out a little because he kept hugging me, throwing stuff down my shirt, and hitting my boobs. he invited me to his party but i didn't go because i didn't know where to do afterwards and i didn't know what dan would try to do once he's drunk hahaha. i got home at like 12 and went to bed.
friday: me and my dad took the LIRR into penn station and then walked to the subway and rode it to avenue of the americas to go to the jekyll & hyde club. i usually hate stuff where people put you on the spot and shit, but this was pretty cool. my dad didn't like it, probably because our lunch cost $70 haha. then we went to bergdorf goodman where i pretended i could afford $3000 purses and crap. we went to some other stores, like FAO schwartz, the disney store (since they got rid of ours), and some other store that only sold jewlery but my dad thought sold dishes. then we walked 20+ blocks back to penn station and went home. then my grandpa took us out to dinner to on the border.
saturday: we woke up and thought it was gonna rain but it turned out that it didn't, so we drove to freeport and got on my uncle's boat. we rode it out to some sandbar in the middle of the ocean. i went clamming and gave up after only finding two but it was boring. then i went swimming all by myself and did some tanning on the front of the boat. i'm so sunburnt, it was probably a bad idea to do that. then high tide came in so the little sandbar island disappeared and we went home. then i went swimming again in my uncle's pool. my aunt & uncle's friends came over with their kids but they were like 12 so i didn't really talk to them. it was kind of boring being there with no one to hang out with ahah.
sunday: we got in my sweet car and drove home. but we stopped at fortunoff's mall and roosevelt field. i bought a sweet subway shirt and my dad bought me some uggs for my birthday :)! then it rained so hard that lights in the mall were flickering and some street lights were broken. my dad took me to see where his old house used to be until it was turned into a parking lot. then we finally got on the road but there was traffic all through the bronx so that kind of pissed me off since it was my birthday. but then i got home and went to amy's and ryan picked us up and we went to see harry potter and eat shrooms. i don't even remember what the movie was about but i was SO into it. but amy kept wanting me to go to the bathroom with her because she was scared. i might go see the movie again just to know what happened haha but it might be disappointing sober. i got home and thought my house was fucking backwards..i thought i walked into the wrong house. it was so CRAZY. i called brett to make him come over because i didn't know what to do with myself but he was sleeping i think because he had school tomorrow. but then jared called me and i talked to him for like half an hour..he wants me to get more shrooms to do it with him but idk yet. it was just so weird being alone and at my house on them, i can't even explain it haha. i just walked around in my room, which seemed HUGE, and changed my clothes like 10 times and stared at the computer screen. it was just so weird. but fun.
so yeahhhh, exciting stuff |
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[Jul. 25th, 2007|12:10 pm] |
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| | predatory | ] |
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| | none...maury | ] | brett just came over and offered to get us beer for my birthday which is nice of him i guess but he wants his dumb girlfriend or girl friend, i'm not sure which, to come over. i wouldn't care but she's annoying as fuck and i know amy hates her and we'll probably be drinking at amy's so i'm not gonna let brett bring his tool, mallory, over knowing amy doesn't want her there. however, maybe he'd go hook up with her in some bushes or something and leave us alone. he's annoying when he's drunk..he never was to me, but i guess he is to other people. whatever.
i'm going to long island tomorrow!!!!! yessss....i have a whole list of things to do: thursday we'll probably get there at like 12 probably and hang out at my grandpa's/aunt & uncle's for a while. then alex said he's hanging out with his friends dan and amy and wanted me to come so i might do that. friday, i don't know what we're doing, probably going to roosevelt field mall because we do that all the time and then i might be going to greenwich village with alex. we're going to the city at some point to go to dinner but other than that i don't know. then saturday we leave! then my birthday!
i hate journals! i just like to read them like months later and feel cool about how much more awesome i've become. hahaha |
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[Jul. 25th, 2007|01:11 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none...cosby show | ] | i feel like writing in this. even though it's so pointless and kind of annoying. i went over to amy's tonight to smoke but ryan is an idiot and never answered us so we ended up driving apalachin instead..we just drove around for an hour. we do that more often than most people i think haha. there were some creeps along the way. but whatevs. we played a fun/mean game with her cat which made her swat at me and try to bite me hahaha..it's her fault for being so dumb and gullible.
dear jasmine, update your journal because i read it all the time. but not when you don't write anything in it :(
i don't want summer to end..i don't want to go to school. maybe if it wasn't fucking BCC i'd be a little more excited but lame.
yeah i don't know my life isn't really exciting enough to write about. hahah |
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[Jun. 15th, 2007|03:08 pm] |
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| | bedroom | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
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| | none...a show on nazis | ] | i'm on my new laptop...you're so jealous. |
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[Jun. 14th, 2007|12:35 am] |
patrick does NOT know how to use his ball correctly. the weekend amy's mom goes out of town should be amazing if everything goes according to plan hhahahaha i can't waitttttt. i miss jared. his birthday is in 4 days, he'll be 20. bye! |
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[Jun. 13th, 2007|12:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
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| | led zeppelin | ] | Play with her hair.
Talk to her in movie theatres.
Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly KISS her.
Hold her hand and walk.
Hold her hand and run.
Just hold her hand.
Pick flowers from other peoples yards and give them to her.
Tell her she looks BEAUTIFUL.
Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''.
Sit in the park and talk to her.
Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops.
Tell her stupid jokes... Whatever it takes to make her laugh. Write poems about her.
Walk with her, even if its just around the block.
Throw pebbles at her window at night.
SURPRISE HER.
Do things that make her SMILE,
make her LAUGH,
make her want to KISS you right on the face.
BE SPONTANEOUS..
When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her.
Give her back rubs.
Play football with her.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Call her even if its just to say hi.
Call her back if she calls you.
Jump on the bed with her.
Whisper in her ear.
Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
Carve your names into a tree.
Get her mad, then KISS her.
Push her on swings.
Stay up with her all night.
Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, saying how much she means to you.
Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the *stars*.
Make up nicknames for each other.
Show up at her work or apartment unexpectedly.
Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand.
Teach her guitar.
Lend her your cds.
Make cds of songs that remind you of her.
Write her letters.
If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip.
Go on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long.
Listen to her favorite songs.
When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything.
Buy her ice cream.
Let her take all the pictures of you she wants.
Look into her eyes.
Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.
Make her a romantic dinner for special days.
Remember dates.. even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise her on the anniversary.
Kiss her in the rain.
Kiss her when she least expects it.
When you fall in love with her, tell her.
♥ :)
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[Apr. 23rd, 2007|10:28 pm] |
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| | indescribable | ] | there now, steady, love. so few come and don't go. will you, won't you, be the one i'll always know? when i'm losing my control, the city spins around. you're the only one who knows, you slow it down.
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